Tweaked

Ohhh Dick... what can I possibly say. This is gonna be a lot of mush, perhaps the few drinks I've had are gonna start a talking. But this is our medium to pass on those messages we perhaps don't send between the lines and such... and talking about how to enhance sexual experiences of the present.

Anyway... the last few weeks have been absolutely amazing and beyond all expression. I can't use the words to say what kind of heights you've taken me to sexually. Jeeze whiz. Hahaha... I've never been this constantly aroused and awaiting the next height. I know there's many more to find with you.

I just wanted to blog specifically on how I used to view sex and how I now view sex:

BEFORE

Just call me princess. I just wanted to lay there and be taken to these heights, but it never really ever happened. I didn't communicate, it was all "really good sex." The shortest dick with no talent at cunnilingis probably still thinks he's the greatest lover there ever was on earth, I just wanted "it" at the same time as dreading "it". It usually hurt, by the end of a weekend I was glad it was over. I didn't want to assert myself in bed in fear of many things... being assertive meant that I had to take over and I didn't want to take over.

NOW

I want to literally pounce over that wall of shame and get past all of those feelings of waiting for it. I want to take you to those same heights and watch you seizure on the bed. I want to leave you in an absolute coma. Not to hurt you... to pleasure you. And I want to do it FOREVER.

So I needs some encouragement to keep being agressive enough to intiate and take the lead... sometimes I'm too far gone to even think about it and I revert back to old habits... just slap me (nicely, and preferably on the tush) to get back to biz-nass.

Anyway just my two cents...

To many more puddles this weekend.